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i'm thinking of implementing a different kind of comment script on the site ... if i can i get it working we'll have to try it out. it seems complicated at the moment but i'm sure i can work it out ... eventually. Tiger Also Liked the Hookers ... guys can be so stupid sometimes ... | VIDEO FIX: MARY J. BLIGE'S 'I AM' ...  | File-Extensions.org - File extension library... | Test Your News IQ ...ok ... i got 12/12 .... ha | Girls With Tattoos ...  ...i love these .... yum ... TIMBULB and i have the same taste in women ...  *VIA TIMBULB | 12.09.09 ... #69 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... "where am i???" she says to anyone who may be listening ... | Cleeki - The World One Click Away ... ... cool add-on for firefox ... get it here | 12.01.09 ... #67 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... well ... i got my laptop back friday... yesterday... friday... wtf ... still ... it's been so beautiful here. ... clear and warm... 80° on thanksgiving ... ahhhh .... have you noticed that christmas is about cookies and cakes and thanksgiving is about pies... i've been eating pie for breakfast, lunch and dinner for three days... yummm ... i love it..... | 11.11.09 ... #66 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... yee haa ... i'm feeling better ... whew ... this has been a hard year ... but i did it... and i did it without whining ... [very much...] my NEW hard drive is doing something weird AGAIN... it goes into a "startup repair utility" a thing that i've never seen before. it's a light blue screen [ unlike the BSOD in DOS ] and i can't get into windows. well... after many attempts windows still couldn't fix itself [surprise] ... and i couldn't get into windows for two days... then suddenly... da da... it's working again. anyway... HP is picking it up wednesday.. OMFG ... i'm backing everything up AGAIN... this time they better give me a different laptop or an upgrade ... [ BTW... my site is beginning to look like lifesavers ... maybe it's a festive holiday look ... or maybe it's total mental chaos... upbeat mental chaos ... ] | Lady Gaga - Bad Romance ... ... i like this cut... but the video itself distracting ... *via popbytes | 11.10.09 ... Brutal Torture: 16 Twisted Techniques & Historic Devices ... yikes !!!  | Joe Jackson Seeks Allowance From Michael’s Estate ... well... he beat michael ...so what is it that he wants anyway? ... like ... $26,000 a day ??? a week ??? ...a minute ??? | 11.09.09... Robber emasculates himself ... LOL LOL ... i suppose this isnt really funny but ... LOL LOL | Woman Who Killed, Cut Off Penis of "Abusive" Stepfather Gets Max ... aayiii ... this makes my invisable penis hurt ... | The Beautiful Work of Ratinan Thaijareorn ...  *via David & Lynne McB | 11.08.09 ... #65 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i wonder why chemo makes our hair curly ??? ... curl is formed by the shape of the hair follicle... or something like that. .... hmmm ... some people wind up with curly hair standing right up in the air... like a curly piece of wire. one woman wears her hair in a faux hawk now...but not by choice. she's ultra-conservative but she's being a good sport about it tho ... heh heh heh ... LIFE IS BUT A DREAM ... | XXX ... ...| Big Farting Bull In Little China ... YGTBFK ...  | 11.07.09 ... #65 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... this fucking chemo brain is slowing me down big time. it takes me eons to get one simple thing done... i have to keep starting over and over... [umm... that's why my posts are short and there are so many errors]]... but it's still not bad as when my hair was falling out and i had to take a nap after walking to the kitchen. ... BTW ...my hair is one inch long and is long enough to pull ... it's the same color as it was before except it's way thicker and the curl is the same. also my eyelashes and eyebrows are back. lucky lucky me .... ... LIFE IS BUT A DREAM ... | Pedro Fernández -YO NO FUI ... ... LOL ... check out the whistling baby ... maybe this kid is really a midget. ... like he's actually a 16-year-old boy that looks like an extraordinary 3-year-old... this kid is going to be a big star one day.... he already knows what he wants to do when he grows up... BTW ... as most of you know i love women ... but pedrito is one sexy dude ... very yummy .... i'd be all over him ......[ i wonder if aria wants to play too ]| l 10.31.09 ... #64 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... getting rid of cancer in your body takes about one year...it seemed like it would never end... but it did. i had support from the people around me... and i had the support of all of you, my readers. it's its been a very moving experience... truth is i didn't realize that so many people loved me. anyway thanks fly out to all of you. thank you thank you thank you ... i still have chemo-brain but that should be better in a few months. i make mistakes everywhere....like i left my ATM card in the ATM without closing my transaction ... wtf wtf ] ...anyway i am overwhelmed by all the catching up i have to do in every aspect of my life ... sheesh ... it *almost* feels like i spent an entire year of my life doing nothing on the outside ... of all my work and subsequent changes occurr on the inside of me. [ = hmmm existential phenomenology ] .... life is but a dream ... | Rare Dragon/Shark Found In Japan ... ... OMFG... this creature looks terriying ... [[ LOL... "the smokingNug" ... ]]| 1week of art works ... ... cool
...| Creepy, Crazy, and Strange Japanese Toys ... yikes ...  | 10.26.09 ... #63 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: i'm exhausted ... this chemo doesn't make me sick... but it knocks me out right after the infusion... it's like letting the air out of a balloon ..... suddenly i'm empty and i have to fall down and go to sleep [.... ummm... i seem to have fucked up the comments a little ... ] | Amazing Live - Saving All My Love for You - Whitney Houston ... ... | Locals Afraid Indonesian President is a Jinx ... heh ... | 10.22.09 ... Snake with a Foot Discovered in China ... gads | 10.19.09 ... Aria Giovanni & Shay Laren Gallery ... | Whale penis seats in Russian 4WD ... | 10.17.09 ... #63 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i'm feeling a little bit better every day now... hey... i just finished seven weeks of radiation...[ congratulations candice... you're thru being nuked ]. ... now that is totally cool ... apparently my breast is still radioactive for two more weeks tho ... i'm still cooking i guess ... hmmm ... maybe i glow in the dark WTF ... my laptop is still doing the same thing it was doimg before the hard drive was replaced. i can't save documents and some other stuff isn't working either..... HP better replace the entire laptop this time... too much downtime..... @#^&%#@@ | Warrior Caste - Aria Giovanni ... ... i want to be aria's slave ... | Mixed-race couple refused marriage license in Louisiana ... idiot ... barack obama's mother is white ... quote: "There is a problem with both groups accepting a child from such a marriage," he said. "I think those children suffer and I won't help put them through it." *via PT | 10.16.09 ... Hong Kong Fashion Week… Was a Little Weird ...  | Girl Kills Unhappy Parents And Cuts Them Into Pieces ... | “UFO halo” in the sky baffles Muscovites ... ... it doesn't look like an optical illusion to me ... | 10.14.09 ... #62 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i'm feeling a little bit better every day now... altho i crash several times a day ... whew ... this has been a long and slow moving year ... but i did it... YAY ... anyway i missed this summer entirely but i am going to start riding my bike now... i want to pump my butt and thighs. my girlfriend loves them hard. heh | Ozzy Thought Rehab Would Teach Him to Drink ... c'mon... how is this possible ??? ... i know he's brain damaged but still ... | 10.12.09 ... #61 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ...... so... ill be thru with my radiation thursday... YAAAAYYYY !!! ... . i'll still be getting chemo until feb... but it won't make me sick... lucky me ... i know many of you have had cancer or know someone who has ... well... the treatment takes a long time and it's hard work... the most important aspect for all to keep in mind is attitude... a positive attitude changes the people and things around you. so stay positive, courageous and strong y'all ... life is but a dream ... [ ummm... i'm learning to use Kompozer (a web authoring tool) to build this site now ... i'm taking this as an opportunity to change the look of things too... BTW... i'm not sure i like this blue font] ... | Wonky Is Ruining Another Innocent Life! ... it's so cute... a mini-pig... LOL .... | Tara Reid to pose for Playboy, world weeps ... i like it that she accepts the way she looks.... *via popbytes | How Much Vitamin D Do You Really Need to Take? ... ...
something interesting from PT... [ i think i'll take more vitamin D ...
altho i get a lot of sun here in SoCal ... maybe i should run around
nude a few more times a week ... heh ... ]*via PT | 10.12.09 ... #60... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ...... so... ill be thru with my radiation thursday... YAAAAYYYY !!! ... . i'll still be getting chemo until feb... but it won't make me sick... and i have to take a pill every day to suppress my hormones for 5 fucking years. i'm going to try and talk my doctors out of that one... too many side effects so.... there won't be much more updating in the chemo department ... [ and i'm glad for that......] i lost all of my bookmarks and am now starting over.... hmmmm ... + i have to install photoshop ... OMFG ... this is going to take a longer than i thought ... oh well ... and i'm changing the green color of the font to this blue ... for awhile anyway ... the green is more edgy ... | PHOTOS: Giant Sea "Mucus" Blobs on the Rise ... yuck ... | XXX ... ... porn 4 a monday morn ... | Anna ... | Dionne Bromfield featuring Amy Winehouse (Live)! ... ...
amy looks good. sweet of her to help her god-daughter... kinda
weird having dancers in front of the singers tho. it would have
pissed me off ... *via popbytes | Concept cars at Tokyo Motor Show 2009 ... hmmm | snake ... ... | 10.11.09 ... #59... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ...... so... ill be thru with my radiation next week. i'll still be getting chemo until feb... but it won't make me sick... i lost all of my bookmarks and am now starting over.... hmmmm ... + i have to install photoshop ... OMFG ... this is going to take a longer than i thought ... oh well ... | Incredible steampunk wedding cake ... it doesn't look appetizing ... | Respect Your Elders – Especially The Ripped Ones ... wow ... i'm impressed... | Birth control pill could put women off macho men ... | 10.10.09 ... #59... the
'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ......
so... ill be thru with my radiation next week. being nuked makes you
tired. some mornings i don't feel like i've gotten any rest at all ..
it's weird. ... but at least it doesn't make me feel sick. it does burn
my skin tho and i have to put lots of unguent etc on my breast. my
nurse said that radiation is like being microwaved from the inside out.
i'll be glad when it over. my hair is now about a half of an inch long.
my curls are beginning to show but they aren't long enough to wrap
around my finger yet. it looks the same as before... the color hasn't
changed much... maybe a little lighter but the curl is the same. it
might be a little thicker too... but that's cool anyway. you know...
people love my hair this short... even people at the pharmacy like it
and told me i looked better without a hat ... also i gained 17 pounds
during chemo [ i'm only 5'2'' ] ... people like that too... they say i
was too skinny before ... HUH ??? ... well... i've been off of the
nasty chemo cocktail for two months now and i've already lost 7 pounds
... my jeans are starting to fit again. yee haa ... i will be getting
HERCEPTIN infusions [ a miracle kind of chemo that doesn't make you
sick... just a little tired ] weekly until february 2010. [ i think i
have watched every episode of CSI more than once since i've been
sick... i'd never even heard about CSI before this ... also i've
watched millions of movies. too sick to be interested in porn tho...
but that will pass and i'll be back to my slutty self soon ... heh ...
]
Underground city of DERINKUYU ... *via voodoofox | J-Rock - Fanvideo to Garbage's "#1 Crush" (Romeo & Juliet) ... ...*via voodoofox | charlie schmidt's "cool cat" ... ... LOL ... obviously the cat is drugged .... LOL | 05.07.09 ... #29 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... chemo is an unpleasant time at best... but by far the worse part of it is the inability to think.... the *chemo brain" thing. it's very frustrating...the physical aspects of the condition can be dealt with.... but the mental part really fucks things up.... and my throat hurts and i can't swallow so ... here's the deal ... i'm going to continue watching movies in between my thoughts...and stay comfortable while healing. [[[ all the while i'm taking pics and making videos of my own ... ahhh ... life is but a dream.... ]]] | #28 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... here's the skinny... i'm getting worse by the moment....i can't concentrate. so ... here's the deal .. i'm going to watch movies and stay comfortable... and high preferably... heh ... it could be worse that's for sure. | Austrian court strikes down transsexual surgery law ... geez ... wtf was that about ... | 05.04.09 ... Inspired Bicycles - Danny MacAskill April 2009 ... ...  wow ... his bike is part of his body ... | Chemical 'caterpillar' points to electronics-free robot ... | Air Force now using super-secure version of Windows XP ... yeah right .... | 05.03.09 ... Lifestyle in Iran during the 1970s ...  | Amy Winehouse wins court ban on paparazzi at her home ... | La Negra ... yikes !!!  | Glossy Internet Magazine Targets Americans for Jihad Training ... | Photos: World Sand Sculpture Festival 2009 ... | Robotic wheelchair controlled by thought alone ... | IT'S TIME TO WEEN THE KIDS OFF THE MASKS ... | Kelly McGillis comes out ... i always thought she was gay. wasn't she married to john travolta??? | 05.01.09 ... 04.30.09 ... #27 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... gads... i've been pretty sick. my kidneys are being a little weird...well at least i'm getting some of my bizness done ...but i'm not able to answer much email or participate in comments or shop or register my truck... etc... piss... anyway... i want to thank y'all for your support. i love the email and the comments people are making. it's very moving .... now... i'm going to look at some porn.... maybe i'll find something wondrous... now that should be fun for all of us ... | 04.28.09 ... #26 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... gads... the 'taco party' exhausted me. i was up and around for one whole hour and then i had to crash for a day and a half. i feel a little better today. ... welll... i only have three more months of this... three down and three to go ... | Bob Carlos Clarke: Portfolio ... ... *via PT | 04.26.09 ... #25 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... we're having a taco party here tonight. yummmmmm ... | 04.25.09 ... #24 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... whoa... i'm finally back up and around today. i'll be updating thru-out the day... sheesh. this stuff is terrible. it makes your entire body toxic. anyway i feel better today so i'm trying to get something done while i can still think.... until the next vile infusion in two weeks. thanks for all your support... it really helps. sometimes i get weepy and it's nice to hear from people even tho i am unable to respond at the time. it's beautiful here today in L.A. and i am going to enjoy it.... yee haaa. hope y'all have a great weekend !!! | Men should hold onto dongs, due to recent slashes ... we here at aberrant news have noticed the increase in penis slashings over the years. several years ago i used a special penis icon =>  for penis slashing stories... but they became so prevalent i just stopped doing it. | British scientists study Hawaiian happy face spider ...  | Couples to test 'intimacy' device ... pretty cerebral at this stage ... *via PT | Police say novice stripper attacked by shoe-wielding rival ... hmmmm ... i didn't realize that 52-year old women were in demand as strippers. *via CRAIGS | 04.18.09 ... #23 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ugh ... terrible day. when i am getting sicker each day like this it makes me feel weepy. but i get over it. still... when you're sick you can't use the tools that you normally use to deal with problems and stress.... they're not available to you. you just kinda lie there not getting anything done. ... too much thinking without any outlets...[ i'm thinking of getting an assistant to do my important biz so i can stop worrying ] i am getting into shaving my head every morning tho... it feels great ... it feels best when it's really smooth... suave... hmmm... i am a bald pirate that is going to feel a bit better in two days. [btw ... i think my head is shaped like ben kingsley's head except my ears don't stick out like his do ... ] | Man bites off tip of own penis ... wtf ... i guess he hates his penis for being attracted to little girls... | Natalia - natural feminine beauty ... ... sweet ... pretty trimmed pubes... nice to see for a change. | Nipple Slips at the Oscars ... as a woman i usually know when my clothes are revealing. of course mistakes happen but when you wear sheer clothing, know you'll be on camera and you don't wear a bra it's cuz you want your body to show... or at least be natural and pokey. my nipples are always hard and they always have been. i don't know why they're that way but i love it... it seems natural to me. guys have bulges ... girls have breasts and nipples. | 04.17.09 ... #22 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... my bald head is really really white compared to my face. i didn't think i had a tan but apparently i do so i tried to get some color on my head today and even things out. . i fell asleep sitting up with my cap on and now my face is burned and my head is still white. i'm starting to feel sick now. i got a shot to make my bone marrow produce three times as many white cells as before. it makes my bones ache. ... so anyway ... i watched 'crank' last night. it's like a quentin tarantino movie on meth [crank]. the premise is that jason statham has to keep his body in an adrenalin rush or he will die. ... heh heh ... i liked the movie enough to watch it again. | Susan Boyle: Why Dreams Matter ... dreams are essential if you want to feel alive ... otherwise your life becomes a mere existence .. or worse... an unhappy, settled for kind of existence ... life is meant to be enjoyed... we have a right to be happy. you have the right and the ability to be happy. it comes down to believing in yourself ... | Dinner comes first for Japan's "Rocky" mum ... | VOLCANO LIGHTNING PHOTOS: Alaska's Redoubt Goes Electric ...  | The 50-year-old mother who has spent £10,000 on surgery to look like her daughter ... i wouldn't like it .. i like looking younger than my mother. you know mothers can be very competitive with their daughters. i have a friend whose mother married her boyfriend... no one in the family [ or anyone else for that matter ] could believe it. they still talk about it. my friend was 15 and her boyfriend was 22 ... too old for a 15-year old kid anyway. after the marriage he molested all four of the kids while her mother looked the other way ... the whole thing was creepy. *via CRAIGS | Drunk Boca Raton mom threatened to kill her kids, police say ... this is sad. *via CRAIGS | 04.16.09 ... #21 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i got my chemo cocktail today ... 4 bags of differnt poisons ... they gave it to me S-L-O-W-L-Y ... and i was there from 10am 'til 1:30pm. i don't feel too bad yet...but my thinking is jumbled... ii'm watching ' transporter 2' ... it's the best in the series ... | Attack against mom was over $2, complaint says ... OMFG ... ""I'm not sure if this story helps prove my assertion that the weaker economy will produce more weird behavior stories. With mother's day coming up, this guy has a chance to atone for truly bizarre actions."" CRAIGS ... | Thousand-Hand Guan Yin ... ... *via SGT | 04.15.09 ... #20 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... mmmm ... i get my weekly chemo-cocktail infusion tomorrow. oh well........ | Lindsay Lohan's eHarmony Profile from Lindsay Lohan ... ... *via popbytes
| Tweenbots ... i would have helped it too ... the artist made it cute. i wonder what people would have done if she had made it look like say ... a penis or a breast ??? ... little penisbots... and breastbots wandering around....  *via CRAIGS | Marlee Matlin: Baby sitter's abuse led to life of drugs, violence ... interesting info re: william hurt | Ron Jeremy's Penis 'Tweets' on Twitter ... heh heh ... his penis has a blog too... | 04.14.09 ... #19 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: .. didn't get my chemo cocktail infusion last week cuz the doctors think i may be allergic to one of them... so... i've been feeling pretty good for the last couple of days... yee haaa... it's a nice respite and i've been trying to get a few things done while i am still able to think.. i guess this wednesday my break will be over and i'll be sick again... oh welll .... | Susan Boyle - Singer - Britains Got Talent 2009 ... ... WOW WOW WOW ... so sweet ... this is for all of you ... enjoy. and thanks so much for sharing this with us B ... this is a great find. *via B | Amy Winehouse’s Ex Blake Fielder To Be A Daddy? ... he's creepy and he always looks like he needs to bathe ... amy looks good here.  | Spector found guilty of murder ... | 5 cm. fir tree removed from patient’s lung ... OMG ... i didn't know something like this was even possible ???  | New Bead Cache Reflects Spanish Empire's Might ...  | Bluetooth 3.0 to use WiFi for high-speed file transfers ... | Fergie Sings the National Anthem at the Easter Egg Roll ... ...
ouch !!! ... still... i love fergie and i'd jump her given the
opportunity ...[ and she'd love me for it too ... heh ] ... her hair
looks so dark here... | Fergie Bikini Pictures ... | Human ancestors 'less ape-like' ... | remanence : variance (Tokyo time lapse) ... ...*via pink tentacle | 04.13.09 ... #18 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i'm updating at the moment ... 9:27pm... 04.12.09. i hope all of my christian readers [and students everywhere ] had a good easter holiday. so... i'm taking the advice of my readers and passing on the head tattoo idea. this is a bad time for me to tax my immune system even a little bit ... and i don't want any more pain right now anyway. | Ill-Advised Celebrity Tattoos ... | Funky ass song for skin cancer! ... ... YIKES !!! ... a singing tumor [ lol... ' albino is in the building' ] *via GREGOR | Dog eats enough clothes to fill a washing line ... | Fort Lewis soldier accidentally killed by wife ... | 04.11.09 ... #17 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i am exhausted ... it's difficult for me to get out of bed or to get anything done the last few days... even email is difficult... so are comments. i can't tell if i'm sick or depressed. ... maybe both. ...fortunately i have lots of movies to watch [ cool friends are taking good care of me ]. saw the seduction of dr. fugazzi last night. what a strange movie. it's kafka-esque ... so of course i loved it... visually it's stylized ...stunning actually... dr.fugazzi herself is totally scary but she's got these awesome outfits that are riveting. she has gorgeous lingerie, stockings and dresses [ the black one ...partial see thru ... with applique ... that's my fave. ] and cool bondage toys. i'm going to watch it again... heh ... | Wrong DVD offers different kind of lesson at East High ... *via CRAIGS | Friend bites man's penis off in row ... WTF ... you eat your friends penis ??? ... OMFG *via CRAIGS | Bruce Springsteen accused of affair ... do you thik this is true ??? | Teachers' Pets ... *via GREGOR | sunflower celebs ... ... these are fun *via GREGOR | 04.10.09 ...  *via CRAZY BOB | 04.09.90 ... #16 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ...well damn... i may be allergic to one of the drugs in my chemo-cocktail... the one that doesn't make me sick and doesn't make my hair fall out. shit ... anyway ... i'm going to get to the comments and to my email today i hope... ... sheesh ... | Cardboard Cut-Outs Can Be Sexy ... it's a fun idea actually ...  | Why Pink, What Lovely Nipples You Have ... i love pink ... | 04.07.09 ... #15 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: ...  ...
i am totally exhausted from looking at porn. heh ...
just kidding about the porn part. but ... now that
i think about it looking at porn sounds like a good idea
... yes... looking at porn and watching movies. [ ...
this sounds way more decadent than it really is ... ] ahhh ... life is but a dream ... [...i love the email that y'all have been sending me ... really. ] | XXX ... ...| 04.06.09 ... Audi A6 3.0T transporter ...
...
i agree ... the lack of engine sounds would be frustrating
... i like hearing what the engine is doing ... BTW ...
the "transporter" movies are fun.
*transporter 2* is the best in the series ... jason statham
is one sexy dude ... unfortunately "transporter 3" was disapointing... he
[frank ] had an affair that wasn't convincing at all ... he was stiff
and looked like a bad kisser. the whole affair seemed
pointless. i was hoping for something steamy of course ...
| BMW 750Li: The Ultimate Tech Massage ... ... | sweet about me ... ...*via SABBE | Bunny Hop Goes Bad ... ...
omfg ... i wonder if he can still make babies ??? | 04.04.09 ... #14 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: ...gads ... just had a couple of bad days... all i could do was sleep. oh well... anyway ... i'll be updating thru-out the day today... [ lol... that was the plan anyway ] | Angry customer blasts McDonald's drive-through ... *via CRAIGS | 04.02.09 ... #13 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: ... so ... my head gets cold... it feels like my hair is wet ... anyway since i can think a little today i am trying to correct the ten million broken links and other errors on my site ... also updating the archive etc. i it seems that i can do about one 'demanding' thing in a 24 hour period followed by a 3 hour nap... after that i watch movies and do things on my laptop. | Liza and Jenya ... ... | Shaved Head Tattoo of Peacock... hmmmm .... i'm seriously considering a head tattoo. i wonder how much it hurts compared to body work ??? ...  | Masturbation could bring hay fever relief for men ... well... isn't that fun for all you guys. you could take masturbation breaks at work... shouldn't this help for women too ??? | As imo robot controlled by human thought (video) ... ...| PETA Killed 95 Percent of Adoptable Pets in its Care During 2008 ... WTF *via CRAIGS | Cutlet Mom: 15 Hospital Staffers Fired for Snooping Through Her Files ... | Penis pranking leads to revenge raping ... | 03.31.09 ... #12 ...'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: other than being weak and tired after sleeping for 11 hours i don't feel too terrible today ... maybe i can get something done ...yay ...!!! .... getting something done, what a novel idea. i still find it hard to think but that's better than having trouble concentrating and feeling sick ... meds and herb... herb and meds ... it works ... things become tolerable. i even eat ... | Rih to Chris: “I Won’t Forgive You Until You Apologize On Oprah!” ... like an apologie would make some kind of a difference ... | Kate Moss Nip Slip In Love Magazine ... | Artwork with fly undone a letdown ... heh | XXX ... ...| 03.30.09 ... The Other Half of Famous Twins ... who knew ??? ... [ she's sure cuter than her brother ]  *via JERSEY PETEY | Jenny McCarthy’s Ex-Husband Calls Her “A Freak in the Sack” ... this dude is a pig. ... and i don't find three [ or more ] ways particularly freaky anyway. | Inventions You Never Knew You Didn't Need ...  *via .... i can't remember who sent me this link but thank you .... | Bush ban on morning-after pill is reversed ... | 03.29.09 ...  | 'FRIEND' OF BIDEN'S DAUGHTER SHOPPING TAPE OF HER ALLEGEDLY DOING COCAINE ... this doesn't sound authentic ... or she's totally stupid | man on horse ??? ... wtf ... well ... it's good to know that you can't get aids from a horse i guess. ... and how did he come up with the idea that heterosexual sex protects one from aids ??? ... this kid is in trouble *via CRAIGS | 03.28.09 ... #11 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: ... omg ... i fall asleep at 9pm [ yikes !!! ] and wake up at 8am. well... i'm feeling better anyway but it's hard to think and that's totally weird for me. i'll be updating thru-out the day... thank you again for your supportive emails and for hanging in there with me ....oh yeah ... today's my birthday [... oh nooooo...] .... i'm going out later but obviously this b-day is going to be more subdued than most | Garbage - Absolute Garbage ... ... | 03.25.09 ... #10 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: OMFG ... i couldn't move for five days.... swear to god... i couldn't lift my head off of the pillow... did not even touch my 'puter... no email... nada ... well.... i'll see what i can find for y'all now that i have surfaced. ...shit ... chemo truly sucks ...[ btw ... my scalp is too sore to touch so i'm wearing hoodies and not my pirate scarves ] | Home Wrecker - Angelina Jolie ... ...
lol ....'let me see them big ass titties' ... why do people blame the 'lover'
in these situations when it's obviously the spouse that lied and cheated ???
.... also it's been my experience that the married half of the affair is the
aggressor... it's always like that. they're married and they want to mess around.
and the very second their spouse catches on the 'lover' is dumped... cheating
is totally selfish and hurts everyone involved .... it's like 'hey ... don't
blame the lover if your spouse wants to cheat' .... ^via GREGOR | 03.24.09 ... The New Katie Holmes 2000 Cost $60,000 ... | Japan must build defence capability: PM ... | Gun Coin Purse by James Lassey ... | Video: Synchronized electric face stimulus test ... heh ... i love this guy's work ... | 03.23.09 ... Rat Attack in India Set Off by Bamboo Flowering ... | Record company reject new Amy Winehouse songs ... | South Africa denies Dalai Lama visa ... weird | OH LORDY - OCTOMOM - THE SCULPTURE .... omfg ... que fea ... and it still got the artist media coverage ...  | Lily
Allen kicked out of hotel ... #9
... 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicle: got
another of the 'nasty' infusions today... and then tomorrow i get
a shot so my bone marrow pumps out new white cells. Police
called to Lohan fight ... A female police officer was walking past Mr Wroe when his pants fell
down.
| British actress Natasha Richardson has died in New York after skiing accident ... well this is sad ... she did some good work ... she'll be missed. here are some related stories and pics ..... | Wha?!!! American Idol Is Fixed?! ... | 03.18.09 ... #8 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: ... today is a pretty good day... it's 82 ° here [ ... in L.A.] and beautiful. ... flowers are coming out everywhere. i'm doing my best to enjoy it and be productive as tomorrow i am getting another infusion of the terrible chemo cocktail that makes me sick and unable to concentrate for a couple of weeks. hey it could be worse... i could have had to do this for a year or so instead of three months so i consider myself lucky. i am going to have to take infusions of the new and miraculous drug "herceptin" once a week for a year ... but it doesn't seem to have any side effects that i've noticed other than a i wish the pool was heated so i could go swimming today. the water is so cold right now that your bones ache when you're in it. so ...i hope all of you are well and enjoying your days. you've been very supportive and i'm moved actually ... i didn't realize i had so many friends... [ ... many who used to be lurkers ... ] ... thank you.... thank you ... thank you... 'kiss of the vampire' is a dumb movie. like 'twilight' it's another vampire abstinance movie ...how banal [... i think i'll go look for porn now ... ] | Natasha Richardson In Critical Condition After Skiing Accident ... | dog in blue sweater ... ... wtf | Rihanna Could Hit The Big Screen In ‘The Bodyguard’ Remake ... i love 'tthe bodyguard' .... it's romantic ... heh | Duetting guitarists' brains fire to the same beat ... | Louis Armstrong and Johnny Cash - Blue Yodel No. 9 ... ...
lol ... [ have you noticed how trumpet players all have the same upper
lip ??? ] | 03.17.09 ... #7 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: ... hello .... today's not bad... wednesday i'm going to get the kind of 'infusion' that makes me really really sick... yikes !!!! ... and the rest of my hair is going to fall out... which i'm looking forward to cuz when it just falls out it is a mess ...it falls on your toothbrush... on your food... all over your clothes etc.... you know... they give me these meds that supress my hormones...so suddenly i wake up during the night sweating ... it's like someone turned the heter on. my doctors don't call them hot flashes tho they call them power surges. and again... a big thank you to all who have sent me email with well wishes, suggestions and stories of their experiences for me. i'm trying to answer them all before i get sick again.... yee haa btw ...i fixed the comments ... | Pete Wentz Drinks His Own Pee ... ... eeewwww ... "his urine is like his poop" ... he needs to drink more
H2O. the guy on "man vs wild" [???bear grylls ??? ] drinks his own pee | Jesus Luz moves in with Madonna to share domestic bliss ... cute guy ...  *via popbytes | Clooney declines sweaty tofu offer ... yuck ... this is gross | DARPA, Air Force develop hydrogen-powered spy blimp ... | Radiohead hit back at Miley Cyrus ... hmmm | Monash University bans doco audition posters ... it's an interesting idea ... | 03.14.09 ... #6 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: ... chills for two days ... i slept the whole time not eating. sheesh ... i need herb ... there is going to be a party here tonight ... i hope it's fun altho i'm not feeling festive at the moment but there will be some good food later... damn... chemo is boring. you'd think with all of this time in bed i could get some work done [writing ... drawing [ i actually would like to make an aberrant news chemo scarf like gregor suggested ]... bills... etc] ... but nooooo ... i can't concentrate for shit. damn... so let's see if i can have some fun HERE with y'all ... btw... i'm going to set up an RSS feed for the page when i can focus long enough and have some energy that is ... it might take me a really long time ... i'm feeling sick at the moment .... [ the milk is helping ] ... see y'all later .... | Boston youths say Rihanna was to blame for her beating ...WTF... that's terrifyimg ... that's like saying a woman deserves to be raped because she wears provocative clothing ... OMFG ... she believes him when he tells her how sorry he is and promises he'll never do it again .... how sad ... i hope he doesn't kill her ... | Michael Jackson Sells Out 50 Concerts In Just Hours ... quote: 750,000 tickets have been sold to date at the rate of 11 tickets per second | ANGELINA JOLIE SPOTTED HANGING BY A STRING ... i'm a big fan of hers but i'm not feeling this blond hair. she doesn't look sexy at all.... weird... and i thought blonds had more fun ???  | 03.13.09 ... Hunter busted for bolting antlers on dead doe ... heh ... funny idea... | Madonna Believes She’s Virtually The Same Age As Her Boyfriend ... when i was 20 i thought 36 was old ... . in fact i thought 26 were kinda old. | 03.12.09 ... #6 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: ... herb works... and it makes me hungry too. i feel like i need to drink an entire pot of espresso to be able to think tho ... ... watching movies is working for me too ... yeah ... i like the watching movie part ... ... and i am going to design an aberrant bandana/pirate scarf ... i love being a pirate BTW ... a chemo pirate | Children's show falls foul of toy monkey called Ahmadinejad ... LOL ... oops .... *via PT | Finally Tonight, Jesus ... ... lol ... *via CRAIGS | Fight over beer led Lauderdale man to slay his girlfriend, police say ... WTF ... *via CRAIGS | 03.11.09 .. #5 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: .... eeewwwwww .... all i could do today was lie around like a slug with no appetite. i'm trying to get things done before my next 'infusion' ... so i only have seven more days for my occasional moments of clarity ... after that i won't be able to concentrate at all or go anywhere for that matter. i think one the hardest parts of chemo is the inability to think clearly. i'm trying to get everything together to go to the police tomorrow. i'll be talking to a detective... i want to lay this out for him. my dad died in 2007 and his wife forged the trust and gave everything to herself and her son. also ... it was notarized 4 months after my father's death... OK so now the entire trust is bogus fine. ... but ... now what we have is a man who died without a will ... a man who died intestate.... therefore everything goes to the surviving spouse... her... the criminal. wtf ... that's quite a loophole in the law. i feel like writing an article for disgruntled spouses everywhere... "don't let any of his 'other' kids get your money... forge the will and then if you're caught it's all yours anyway" ... [ ... maybe an article about this for the L.A. Weekly would be good ... ] ... anyway i have to organize and lay out all of the evidence that i have, and there's a lot of it since four people are involved ... and i'm turning them all in to the police tomorrow. let them pay some attorneys to prove their innocence ... heh ... they can hide a lot of their crime... but not all of it. ... LOL ... heh heh heh ... i hope i receive my red pirate scarf in time... i think i'd like to go the police as a pirate... a pirate pressing charges .. ARG!!! ... . BTW... this is true y'all ... every bit of it. | BRIGITTE BARDOT & SERGE GAINSBOURG - JE T'AIME (ORIGINAL) ... ... heh ... was this a movie ??? | The woman who made Amy Winehouse .. [[[ lol... looks like my hair ... ]]]  *via PT | Man fined for howling like a dog ... | 2009 Erotica LA Tickets On Sale ... [ ... hey B ... are you and your sex toys going to be there this year ??? ] | 03.10.09 ... #4 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: well... today i don't feel so sick but i can't stay awake more than two hours ... BORING .... oh yeah ... the bone aches are gone now too but suddenly i am irritable and impatient . t's weird... all of a sudden i'm really irritated and the next minute i'm not. ... i'm going to try and get to my email now and reply to all of you who have been sweet and written to me. with luck i'll be able to update this page too before i fall asleep standing up. ... my bright red pirate scarf hasn't arrived yet ... but it will be here tomorrow ... just in time for my new bald head. I hope you are all well .... i'm ok and watching 'flatliners' with a baby julia roberts... i've been recieving some cool ideas about different ways to be bald . gregor sent me this soccer ball idea that i like a lot ...  and then there's marcel duchamp's hair in 1921 ...  | Drawdio: A Pencil that Lets You Draw Music ... ...
i want one of these ... heh ... i'm going to have to buy the
kit i
think ... i don't have all the materials needed to make one ... | dragon penis tattoo ...
... i've posted this before but it's always interesting to see again.
this must have hurt like hell... i wonder what it looks like flacid ...
maybe like a wrinkled worm... a large wrinkled worm. *via CRAIGS | /naked people...
.. these people are brave ... i'd want special lighting or something. i
wonder why they left their shoes on ??? ... i like numbers 11 and 17...
most people look better with clothes on. *via CRAIGS | 03.09.09 ... #3 ... 'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: wow... i'm getting so much email support ... thank you again .... i haven't had the opportunity to answer very many tho... but i will. heh ... i didn't realize i had so many fans .... yay !!! so... i'm getting shots so my bone marrow will pump out white cells and it makes me tired plus every bone in my body aches.... like my jawbone ... and then my ankle... and then one of my knuckles ... a shoulder ... my ribs ..... it's so weird. it's giving me some inner grumpiness but the liberal use of good drugs helps a lot ...  ...
. yikes !!! ... my hair is starting to come out a little. actually
it breaks off at the scalp it doesn't fall out ... my pirate
scarf should
arrive tomorrow and then i'll shave all my hair off and become
a pirate. i'm actually kind of excited about it... when i have
the energy to be excited that is... anyway... hello to y'all.i'm watching batman begins... omg ... katie holmes is boring. how does she get so much work ??? she just stands there with the same expression on her face ... the same expression in every movie. ... yawn ... she's a stepford wife and tom owns her ... their kid is cute tho ... | Thumbs up for 3D bone printer ... one of the drugs i'm infusing weekly for one year has some mouse dna in it. some people react badly to it... it's like giving them the wrong bloodtype. my body has no problems with the mouse however ... | 03.08.09 ... WATCHMEN MOVIE ... | Japanese gadget controls iPod in blink of an eye ... [[ that girl has a funny tongue ]] | In 1492, did Pedro Scotto sail the ocean blue? ... | 03.07.09 ... #2 ...'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: today not too bad.... better than yesterday. i got a shot of something to grow more whitecells. ... have blisters in my mouth [ that bleed ] ... hey ... i am getting so much email from people encouraging me.... it's i'm ok... mostly tired and weak. ... could be worse... well ... i can't wait for my pirate scarf to arrive...it should be here monday... heh ....it's going to be fun ... the scarf goes around my head and then drapes down almost to my waist. heh heh ... ARG !!!! ... maybe i should get a parrot to sit on my shoulder. i still want to get some beautiful fabrics to make my own do-rags and pirate scarfs. ... maybe i'll like being bald for awhile.... | Lily Allen broke ... | Feeling Boxed In? You're Not Alone ...  | 'World's Ugliest Cat' Wins Fame In The US ... LOL ..."Ugly Bat Boy" .... it's beautiful really ...  | 03.05.09 ... #1...'CHEMO SUCKS' chronical: ...ok .... so CHEMO sucks the big one ... i've been thinking about how i am going to deal with having no hair ... [[ as soon as it begins to thin i'm going to shave it all off ]] and get a pirate scarf i think... a beautiful pirate do-rag type thing... a cool one ... and wear it under my cowboy hat. that'll be fun ... [[ hmmm ... maybe it's time for some kind of a head tattoo ... [[ y'all have any ideas for me ... ??? ]] | 03.04.09 ... Fat Man’s Dance ... ....
he got the dance part OK. he's no justin timberlake
but he got a lot of the moves right. ... he shouldn't have
worn that leotard tho... or made this video ... unless
you want the world to see you shouldn't document embarrassing
things. if it's at all interesting someone [ a friend usually
] will post it. | 03.03.09 ... First Jaguar Caught in U.S. Put to Sleep ... sad ... | Neb. man says he put cat in bong 3 times ... |
... hmmmm ... i'm getting the nasty chemo infusion today.... [
wednesday ] ... the one that makes me really sick and makes my
hair break off ... ugh ... that means i'm going to be even sicker
for awhile ... geez .... i have absolutely no hair anywhere on
my body ... even my landing strip is barely there ... [atho
it's been nice not having a rash and still being smooth and hairless ]
... oh well ... this nasty part will soon be over ... yay!!! ... i'll
still be in chemo but it won't be as terrible ...
i
...i couldn't move all day. i didn't budge or even make phone
calls ... i was just like a slug with a headache ...[ i did some
reading by the pool this morning... maybe that exhausted me or
something ... ] .. well at least i'm able to think coherently for
a moment or two at a time ... heh ...
... i couldn't move today... all i did was sleep ... a never-ending nap ... 
...
omg ... another bad stomach, bad headache day. this comes
along with watery eyes, mouth sores and extreme fatigue...
so much so that every couple of hours i have to take a 90 minute
nap. oh yeah... and it's impossible to think... a consistent
stream of consciousness is totally impossible ...it's out of the
question... it's so weird. yippee... obviously it's a movie day since i can't get much else done. i have
been getting some exercise using ankle weights while lying down and
doing like 4-5 squats while in the shower... holding on to the soap
thingy ... and it's working. my muscles are popping back up. BTW
... i never watched TV before i started chemo. i watched movies
on TV, news etc... but not regular programming... now ... since i've
been living in my bed for months i watch CSI all day long. i love
it. too many re-runs tho... re-runs on the same day that is. at
those times i go to another forensics / crime drama thing or ... if you
can believe this... i watch "dog the bounty hunter" i can't
believe it ... 
... 
...
eating custard and chocolate pudding today. i am so tired i can
barely move ... in fact ... lol ... i have to make 'plans' to get out
of bed and then plan on getting what i need to get on the way back ...
and my head and mouth hurts 2 ... but i got this new razor and now my head feels spectacular ... it's
super smooth and i can't stop touching it. [ it always feels cold
BTW ... ] ...anyway ... i'm watching *kiss of the vampire" [again ] ...
these vampires growl, snarl and roar like big cats... their lips quiver
and it's kind of scary actually. i mean... they really bite and
tear people ... this movie is not about puncture wounds .... eeeeek !!! ... this is yet another
vamp movie where the vampire wants to rid herself / himself ] of her
vampire-ness. she doesn't want to feed on humans anymore ... so she's
bred [ cultivated ] that part of her nature out. now she can exist on
the blood of animals ... like rabbits and rats even tho they taste bad
and are unsatisfying ...of course the ability to be outdoors in the
daylight is an obvious advantage ... that part makes sense... but
this vampire wants to be mortal too. WTF... the next thing you know
they'll give up their super-strength and their ability to move at the
speed of light ...they want to be boring humans. 
... ugh ... bad headache and a so-so stomach ... sores in the corner of
my mouth and on my tongue and i had hives this morning ... [ now that's
weird ] ... but mostly i'm weak and tired with no appetite .... well this is boring. .... it's a good thing my friend 
...
... ... *tactical corsets* link fixed ... 
...
not too bad today...just a bad headache, sore throat, mouth sores and
the over-whelming ever-present fatigue.... it could always be
worse. 
