How to Tell Real Breasts from Fake ... ... altho... aberrant readers already know this... they're sophisticted and astute having checked out many breasts ... i'll bet petey can tell the difference ...
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06.30.09 ...

#47 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... mostly sleeping ...  
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Online Color Scheme Generator ...
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Lisa Marie Presley said he was a passionate lover. So what WAS the truth about Jackson's sexuality? ...
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06.27.09 ...

#46 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ...   OMG ... it's impossible to think...  same old same old... headache, sore throat, sores on my tongue ... fatigue and weakness... chills ... sweats ... body/bone aches ... even myn skin hurts. i am so impatient and grumpy that being alone right now is better for all concerned...
i'm downloading gadgets for my vista sidebar... something perfectly mindless for me to do... that and watching movies suit me just fine ...  so... Michael jackson's death profoundly saddens me.  i am a little surprised by the intensity of my reaction ... but he's like been around all of my life i guess and i love him ... i was at the hospital getting a shot for my white blood cells and news was on the tv. ...  breaking news came on and said that michael jackson had been found in full cardiac arrest, had stopped breathing and was being rushed to ucla. it sounded to me like he was dead...   then they said he was in a deep coma. ... very deep ...  and then they pronounced him dead.  so sad...  i was looking forward to his upcoming tour ...alto i prefer his earlier work, i am interested in what he has been  working on recently... he's a great songwriter .... dancer ... has a great voice.... he is/was a genius ... geez ... he's going to be missed ...
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Russian Volcano Shocks the World  ...


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06.25.09 ...

#45 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i got the mega-nasty chemo infusion today. it took 4 hours.  part of the time watched "drag me to hell" on my handheld... wow... that gypsy is scary. ... heh ... i don't feel too bad yet ... but the day after tomorrow will be truly awful because by then i am truly toxic ... and for a about a week it will be hard for me to to even get out of bed. ...  so i'll watch movies...
anyway ... i'm getting as much done as possible today and tomorrow so i'll have everything i need to be free to stay comfortably in bed for a few days and not beat myself up ... the weather is beautiful here ... there are flowers everywhere ...in fact where i live is covered with flowers and plants... every wall ... every open space . ...it's dark now but tomorrow i will take some pix of all the flowers around here [ if i remember ]. ... there are still a lot of you hanging around aberrant news even tho my postings are sparse or non-existant...
thank you ... thank you ... thank you ...  i'm moved
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Swedish parents keep 2-year-old's gender secret ... i think Pop should know his gender but not have to reveal it to others... then he could be any gender he wanted to be on any given day or at any given time.  it sounds pretty interesting to me...i'd love it ...
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A FIRST LOOK - BARBIE AS HEIDI KLUM!  ... the new barbi !!!


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Saudi women learning how to sell bras ... this is good ...
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Sacha Baron Cohen's Bruno is unleashed in the UK ... ... love the velcro suit idea
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06.24.09 ...
#44 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ... hmmmm ... i'm getting the nasty chemo infusion today.... [ wednesday ] ... the one that makes me really sick and makes my hair  break off ... ugh ... that means i'm going to be even sicker for awhile ...   geez .... i have absolutely no hair anywhere on my body ... even my landing strip is barely there ... [atho it's been nice not having a rash and still being smooth and hairless ] ... oh well ... this nasty part will soon be over ... yay!!! ... i'll still be in chemo but it won't be as terrible ...
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Viet Photo - A man returns ... ... wow ... it's been 33 years and he still feels guilty.  that is very sad ...
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2,500-year-old bird's nest found ... cool ...
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Khloe And Kourtney Kardashian ... looking like bad girls ... my favorite kind of woman ... [ ... i'm a bad girl ... always have been ... always will be ... yee haa ... ]


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Is Angelina Jolie heading into politics?  ...  president ???
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06.23.09 ...
 #43 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... i ...i couldn't move all day.  i didn't budge or even make phone calls ... i was just like a slug with a headache ...[ i did some reading by the pool this morning... maybe that exhausted me or something ... ] .. well at least i'm able to think coherently for a moment or two at a time ... heh ...
BTW ..i'm reading "next" by michael crichton ... i love it.
"lesbian vampire killers"... carmilla... vampire queen  ... they used an interesting technique in this movie where instead of having red blood flowing thru the vampires ... they used something white.  a white blood so that whenever something that would normally be considered 'gory' would happen ... it wasn't really gory cuz it was white and not red. it wasn't so real  .....  i liked the effect... too much gore creeps me out and becomes distracting ... but then i love action, thriller, horror type movies.  i like the tension ...  so there will always be gore i guess ... it kind of comes with the territory ...
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Cher struggles with child's sex change ... wow ...
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PS22 Chorus "JUST DANCE" by Lady Gaga ... ... so cute ...
*via TIMBULB
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Poem for the Rooftops of Iran - June 19th, 2009 ...  ...
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Lily Allen - Fuck You (Explicit) (HD) ... ... "so you say, its not okay to be gay, well i think you're just evil" ... fuck you very very much ...
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Chris Brown Pleads Guilty ...
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06.22.09 ...

Phoenix, Arizona | Local News Video ... ... OMFG ... this is horrible ...  think they could take any longer .... ??? ... i would strangle this dispatcher ...
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06.20.09 ...

 ... ... i couldn't move today... all i did was sleep ... a never-ending nap ...
... the weather here is perfect right now... this is one of the best times of the year.  beautiful ... clear ... warm ... soft breeze ... i love L.A. ... i was born here ... if you have to just lie around and nap all day this is the place to do it ...
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TWC new broadband caps, $150.00 a month for unlimited use ... YGTBFK ...
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06.19.09 ...
 #42 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ... omg ... another bad stomach, bad headache day.   this comes along with watery eyes, mouth sores and extreme fatigue...   so much so that every couple of hours i have to take a 90 minute nap.  oh yeah... and it's impossible to think... a consistent stream of consciousness is totally impossible ...it's out of the question... it's so weird.     yippee... obviously it's a movie day since i can't get much else done.   i have been getting some exercise using ankle weights while lying down and doing like 4-5 squats while in the shower... holding on to the soap thingy ... and it's working. my muscles are popping back up. BTW ... i never watched TV before i started chemo.  i watched movies on TV, news etc... but not regular programming... now ... since i've been living in my bed for months i watch CSI all day long. i love it. too many re-runs tho... re-runs on the same day that is. at those times i go to another forensics / crime drama thing or ... if you can believe this... i watch "dog the bounty hunter"   i can't believe it ...
... "drag me to hell" ... "crossing over"... are both movies worth seeing... "drag me to hell" is very fun and sexy...
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Megan Fox Wants to Take a Crack at Angelina Jolie ...
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Lesbian albatrosses and bisexual bonobos have last laugh on Darwin  ... it's perfectly normal to be homosexual ... there are just fewer homosexuals than heterosexuals ... so big fucking deal. so what ???  
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06.18.09 ...
#41 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ...
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Hen in giant egg shocker ... ...
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Demi Moore has a huge bush ... ...  WTF ... it looks 'shopped.  it looks like she's wearing a squirrel ...
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Should we call him Obama-san? ...   ...
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06.16.09 ...
 #40 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ... eating custard and chocolate pudding today.  i am so tired i can barely move ... in fact ... lol ... i have to make 'plans' to get out of bed and then plan on getting what i need to get on the way back ... and my head and mouth hurts 2 ...  but i got this new razor and now my head feels spectacular ... it's super smooth and i can't stop touching it. [ it always feels cold BTW ... ] ...anyway ... i'm watching *kiss of the vampire" [again ] ... these vampires growl, snarl and roar like big cats... their lips quiver and it's kind of scary actually.  i mean... they really bite and tear people ... this movie is not about puncture wounds .... eeeeek !!!  ... this is yet another vamp movie where the vampire wants to rid herself / himself ] of her vampire-ness. she doesn't want to feed on humans anymore ... so she's bred [ cultivated ] that part of her nature out. now she can exist on the blood of animals ... like rabbits and rats even tho they taste bad and are unsatisfying ...of course the ability to be outdoors in the daylight is an obvious advantage ... that part makes sense...  but this vampire wants to be mortal too. WTF... the next thing you know they'll give up their super-strength and their ability to move at the speed of light ...they want to be boring humans. 
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Photography and retouching by Erik Johansson ...


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Cubana Lust Sex Tape Leaked Online ... ...
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06.15.09 ...

... ... ugh ... bad headache and a so-so stomach ... sores in the corner of my mouth and on my tongue and i had hives this morning ... [ now that's weird ] ... but mostly i'm weak and tired with no appetite .... well this is boring. .... it's a good thing my friend B sent me a new video of him making a barbie cane... i laughed and changed my mood instantaneously.  he's very funny ...
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Barbie head cane ... ... LOL .... B is a long time reader that makes fetish objects ... he sent me this video of him making a cane .... it's very funny.   i love all the tools in his studio ... those spinning smooth machine things etc. be sure to check out his store ... blacksun products ... he has some interesting toys.
*via B
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06.14.09 ...
#39 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ...
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Goths In Hot Weather ... around here [ venice ] musicians start going the the beach about 4pm.... they're fully clothed... and pasty white.  it's their neon tan ...
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Six-legged cow found in China ... poor thing ...
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06.13.09 ...
#38 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ... ... *tactical corsets* link fixed ...
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Underground city of DERINKUYU ... ... WOW  ... it reminds me of the spanish architect Antoni Gaudi's work ... like this bldg of his that's above ground ...

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06.12.09 ...  #37 ...
the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ... not too bad today...just a bad headache, sore throat, mouth sores and the over-whelming ever-present fatigue.... it could always be worse. 
so.... do any of you know of a compact SUV that is cool and reliable.  i'm not familiar with small SUVs at all.... so if you have a name/model in mind let me know.  nissan [ ???] has a murano that looks nice. [ i've been perusing the parking lots around my doctor's offices and the hospital.  lot of rich people around  here that drive Porsche, Audi and Beemer SUVs.  ] ... the mitsubishi outlander has gotten some good reviews. hmmmmm .... maybe a 2005 - 2007 something or other would be cool ...
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chronic catnip ... ... heh ... melvin seems to like it ...


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carmen electra ... scroll down to see her at the beach
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Tactical Corsets ... ...[ link fixed ] ... they don't look comfortable but they're definitely functional ...
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Mug shot shows Spector minus wig ...   yuck-o ...


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06.10.09 ...

#36 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... gads... another bad head day ... bad stomach ache too ... piss ...
so .... i'm watching *striptease* with demi moore. she works at the *eager beaver* ... hmmmm....ok... so she has a nice strong body and she looks sexy but she's not sensual at all ... i'm finding her dancing boring ... and sometimes inadvertently humorous ... oh well ... it's a dumb movie BTW. 
i had a lover that was a stripper. she liked to dance for me... and of course i loved it.
...as for me right now .... i'm looking for some news to post ....
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Is Lindsay Lohan getting engaged? ...
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Carradine 'murdered by secret sect'  ... wtf ???
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06.09.09 ...

Romancing the Road ... ...
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06.07.09 ...

 #35 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: .. i am feeling a tiny bit better today ...  as long as i don't move too much.  ... thanks to y'all for asking.
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The pStyle ...  of course some women can pee standing up w/o the need for a device.... like me for instance. i'm trying to find a video i posted of girls peeing thru the zippers of their jeans.... very very impressive peeing.  i can pee standing up but not thru my zipper.... and i tried ... i hope i can find that vid ...
*via DAVE
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06.06.09 ...

 #34 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... the headache, face ache and eyeball ache from hell are upon me.  every bone in my body aches   ... my throat hurts and i can't swallow.... stomach cramps .... sores and blisters in my mouth.  watering eyes.... puffiness everywhere ... even pee weirdness... wtf... oh well.. i'm truly thankful for the herb bestowed upon me ...  it's the only thing that really helps ...  well that and my pain meds of course. i also have chemo-brain which makes it hard for me to focus. i'm finding my email and the comments  particularly difficult .... but i'll get to them .... reading news stories isn't all that easy either. ... this is a strange time for me.  but the fresh strawberries, mangos, grapes, apples and cantaloupe help ... as do peanut butter and jelly sandwiches served in bed. see... all is not bad chemo-landia  ... it could be worse ... it can always be worse ....
.... anyway .... now i'm eating strawberries and
watching movies ... this one is 'fracture' with anthony hopkins ...  of course he's being diabolical .... a role which he plays so well.   it's an interesting movie... unusual twists and turns  etc...  but ... this is a formula that he's worked with before and i'm finding it too predictable.  .... hmmmm.... also ...
i want to find some beauteous women for y'all to look at but i can't get it up for porn right now ... that's unusual for me... but that too shall pass and i'll be back to my never-ending love of beautiful women touching each other... and kissing kissing kissing... ...yummmm ...
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'O sole mio: Trio Ginoble-Boschetto-Barone - Live ... ... wonderful ...  beautful beautiful boys ...
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06.05.09 ...

 #33 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... ugh ... feeling worse by the minute.... only 6 more weeks of the nasty chemo to go. i'll still be in chemo but not the kind that makes you really sick
soooo .... i'm going to watch movies and funny videos... like the bonnie tyler vid posted below that timbulb sent us.  i keep watching it over and over.  it really makes me laugh ... it's so silly. ... oh BTW ... i watched "drag me to hell" last night and i pretty much loved it... once it gets past the credits [ wtf ] it can be funny .... and creepy ... scary too. it's about a gypsy that puts a horrible demonic curse on a loan officer ... heh heh ...
thanks for the sweet and encouraging email y'all ... the cool links and all that good stuff you send me ... it helps keep me centered.
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free-codecs.com ... great site ....
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Total Eclipse of the Heart: Literal Video Version ... ... LOL ... totally hilarious ... [[ ... "what the effin' crap  .... that angel guy just felt me up.... ]]
*via TIMBULB
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06.02.09 ...

#32 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... so tomorrow i get the nasty chemo-cocktail that makes me really sick and makes my hair fall out.  ... maybe i won't have to  take it after all since it made me so sick the last time.  anyway... i cleaned up my bike and got the  tires filled so i can ride as soon as this nasty part is over.  also... my brother is going to get me a little SUV or truck ....i think i'd rather have a little SUV for a change.  hmmmmm .... i don't know what my options are yet.  ... this is going to be fun. meanwhile ... i'm going to read the comments.... tomorrow [there are a lot of them ...]
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Ken Block ... ...
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How To Tell If You Have Religious Food ...
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The Dettmer Book Autopsies ...


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05.30.09 ...

#31 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ...gads   .  i had to have a blood transfusion today ... i was at the hospital from 9am until 5:30pm being fed..  i can't believe it.... but i do feel better.  still tired tho.
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Venus figurine sheds light on origins of art by early humans ...

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Taiwanese man bitten on penis by snake while on toilet ...
*via PT
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puscifer .... queen B ...   ...
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Solid Potato Salad - The Ross Sisters ...   ...
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05.22.09 ...

 #30 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... HELLO !!!! HELLO !!! anybody out there ???  hello hello... probably not ... all i hear is my own echo... gads ... i've been so sick i had to be taken care of... i can't believe it.  i am a totally independent person [ love it that way too ] and to keep from going into the hospital i had to have my mom take care of me.  i couldn't even walk... or even stand much.  of course my mom loved taking care of me. it was sweet...   but ... i didn't care for it much... anyway... i'm back home now ... hopefully that reaction will never happen again.  they're going to lower my dosage of poison next week so i don't die.  i tried to get out of it [chemo] entirely but my doctors wouldn't go for it.  they're way ahead of me ... piss...
the weather is beautiful here [lots of flowers too] and maybe i'll try and swim a little tomorrow.  i got my bike out today too ... see i'm thinking positive about this and i'm going to try and build myself up  a little cuz being sedentary makes you weak and weebly.
... hope is well with y' all.  well... whatever few readers i have left anyway.  once i'm better i'm going to have to post to all the search engines again and build up my readers.  i sure hope i never get cancer again... this shit takes forever ... i have total respect for all the people who have had to go thru this ...since what doesn't kill you makes you stronger there are some strong and courageous people out there deserving of respect.  whew ...
so ... now i'm checking my email for the first time in weeks.... wow.
yee-haa ... life is but a dream. i'm getting a new car now... a little SUV i think... that should be fun.   now i think i'll break all the chemo/cancer rules and have a beer... or two. wow ... there sure is a lot of email ... and comments
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uummmmm .... i'm not emailing you gregor.  you're being spammed by someone using my email addy .... you post a lot and a spider found you....

Michael Jackson vs. Nirvana - Smells Like Billie Jean ...  ...
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Stand by Me ...  ... [ great editing too ... ]


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J-Rock - Fanvideo to Garbage's "#1 Crush" (Romeo & Juliet)  ...  ...
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charlie schmidt's "cool cat" ...  ... LOL ... obviously the cat is drugged .... LOL
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05.07.09 ...

 #29 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... chemo is an unpleasant time at best... but by far the worse part of it is the inability to think.... the *chemo brain" thing.  it's very frustrating...the physical aspects of the condition can be dealt with.... but the mental part really fucks things up.... and my throat hurts and i can't swallow so ... here's the deal ... i'm going to continue watching movies in between my thoughts...and stay comfortable while healing. [[[ all the while i'm taking pics and making videos of my own ... ahhh ... life is but a dream.... ]]]
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 #28 ... the 'CHEMO SUCKS' Chronicles: ... here's the skinny... i'm getting worse by the moment....i can't concentrate.   so ... here's the deal .. i'm going to watch movies and stay comfortable...  and high preferably... heh ... it could be worse that's for sure. 
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Austrian court strikes down transsexual surgery law ... geez ... wtf was that about ...
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05.04.09 ...
Inspired Bicycles - Danny MacAskill April 2009 ... ...